Am i a ? help please:)?

I'm going to give the really annoying answer that no one wants to hear but is completely true: the only person who can know this is you. It took me a while to figure it out and eventually it just seemed like the only possible way for me to exist and I couldn't see myself being straight. I can tell you that almost everyone goes through this at some time or another and that the statistics for people who aren't sure about their ual orientation when they start high school is higher than you might expect (like 13% or something like that). You can't rush into figuring this out but you will figure this out eventually, and remember that straight and aren't the only two possibilities. I can also tell you that finding girls attractive doesn't mean you're gay, most girls will find other girls attractive and this is a natural thing because they are who you are supposed to look like an whatnot. I also wouldn't recommend taking online quizzes because they will all give you different answers and you won't learn anything plus most quizzes work by pretty much just asking you whether or not you are gay. Just take your time figuring this out and it will eventually come to you, and it might take some time but don't worry because even though not knowing is frustrating and confusing and makes you feel a little bit incomplete you probably aren't looking for a relationship or anything anyways. Also the thing doesn't mean that you are gay either, plenty of straight people find gay arousing, but finding guys attractive doesn't necessarily mean that you're straight either because everyone is different and although I can't say this from experience I'm sure there are s out there who can find men attractive but still not want to date them, especially because one of the major theories is that everyone is at least a bit but most people fall on the extreme ends of the scale. Anyways just take your time, listen to how you feel, and don't let anyone tell you what you are because they can't possibly know how you are feeling.